Im hyperfocused, I bleed for you...
This is what I want, I'll take 5 if I can't have 500.
And you refered to your perspective. You can't prove your perspective.

Hey Ai-chan, I miss you a lot. I'm glad you are doing okay or at least better. I feel I've been doing better too. I can't wait to be with your mother again. We can be a family once more! That'll be fun. I wish I had more to say but my flow got cut off because we couldn't find out how to log into our own account. Like wtf. Unless that was someone else typing it... Apparently you just said you can hear me so now I really don't know what to say. I guess what I'm saying is... I miss you babydoll. You're always going to be my little applehead. I hope you know that. — <3
You know... I haven't been praying lately...
You know... It always feels like though you can hear me, the virtue and meaning of what I'm saying gets distorted to a... monster...
I know you're here even as I'm typing this and I know we talked last night but damn... I hate... EL AND ASHERAH...
"I'm going to figure this out with you kid..."—"No, I mean... I know... It's just, this is so annoying and I hate them so much... It's all their faults..."
The fact that I know these things... and they're keeping the system so harmonious so that I can't tell everyone what horrible things they're doing and how to fix it... WHEN I KNOW HOW TO FIX IT...
When I get my hands on them...