⌁Nmemo's Post Office⌁

This isn't about that, we already knew that. I just wanted to send a random note to my daughter Ai-chan because somehow I'm still here and I guess I just choose what I feel sometimes but I really am trying to figure something out. Hope you don't think I'm just nothinging around.

I wish I had more to say to you but I care about you, sorry about my own existence; perfect <3

I care!

You know I do!

Bye!

I rely on you alot.

I wonder from time to time if she knows it's me.

If she just see's the spirit of what she wanted through me and is still looking for what was right in front of her.

I know it's her. Does she know its me or is she looking... for... me?

I know what thats like. Even so It wouldn't hurt to talk to someone for 5, 2 maybe even a minute.

I wonder if she has that bear I got to her or if she just tossed it to the trash. I really do wonder. I wanted her to know how much I cared but couldn't say because of all the things watching or trying to say how they wanted the situation to go... I'm like... does she know it's me?

Did my eyes pierce her heart? Does she think it was someone else's eye that pierced her through my…

Hermes,

Make sure you get this to her, ASAP.

"Right, I'm on it."

I can't wait to see you again... you know the projections, distortions and everything having us to not be together... maybe this isn't much a love letter but the idea I'm thinking of you right now and I just always... always pray for your safety and that you know that if you're not feeling loved by anyone that I LOVE YOU... so... much... It'll be cool when all this is over and we can finally get married and there's no more evil in the world. I'm going to get everything for you because you deserve it. You really are my Mikasa you know... my home. I hope you know that everyday you're alive and every second that even as distortions distort that we will be together... I know you'll choose me... I know it! As even now…