⌁Herme's Post Office⌁

For everything I've been given and everything I wish I had. I am not thankful and yet everyday you force me to be thankful for the lesser of food I could be eating just because someone out there has less when I deserve more if the people with more do nothing with it.

I should be eating good. I should be happy. I should be at that level but I am here. Eating food that is low grade and I should be eating NOTHING BUT THE BEST. Nothing but the best in thought of those who can eat whatever they want when they feel like or look at their stupid ass balcony views.

I have nothing.

You want me to be thankful.

I hope you all die and if you worship God I hope God dies.

I am not thankful.

Lyrics,

So far So far, so fake I don't wanna answer the phone, rather watch it rain Away, take me away Before I begin to enjoy the metallic taste (The world is twisted) I know you wanna distance yourself from me The head is only a dangerous dead weight I'm cauterizing the veins you lacerate In the end, you took it all away from me Skin, flawless and thin But your apologies are only selfish with vain intent (So, so, so, so) so what? Just like brain freeze, you'll fade Now there's a fire in the speakers and blood on the master tapes (The world is twisted) I know you wanna distance yourself from me The head is only a dangerous dead weight I'm cauterizing the veins you lacerate In the end, you took it all away from me I keep it hundred in case you twist your blade I…

This is what I want, I'll take 5 if I can't have 500.

And you refered to your perspective. You can't prove your perspective.

I rely on you alot.

Hey Ai-chan, I miss you a lot. I'm glad you are doing okay or at least better. I feel I've been doing better too. I can't wait to be with your mother again. We can be a family once more! That'll be fun. I wish I had more to say but my flow got cut off because we couldn't find out how to log into our own account. Like wtf. Unless that was someone else typing it... Apparently you just said you can hear me so now I really don't know what to say. I guess what I'm saying is... I miss you babydoll. You're always going to be my little applehead. I hope you know that. — <3

You know... I haven't been praying lately...

You know... It always feels like though you can hear me, the virtue and meaning of what I'm saying gets distorted to a... monster...

I know you're here even as I'm typing this and I know we talked last night but damn... I hate... EL AND ASHERAH...

"I'm going to figure this out with you kid..."—"No, I mean... I know... It's just, this is so annoying and I hate them so much... It's all their faults..."

The fact that I know these things... and they're keeping the system so harmonious so that I can't tell everyone what horrible things they're doing and how to fix it... WHEN I KNOW HOW TO FIX IT...

When I get my hands on them...