Carry me home

Open Carry

MC is a girl who carries around an unregistered firearm without hiding it. Normally in hand. She intents nothing. Motivations unknown. But if stopped by police she points it at her head and threatens to kill herself. She always has it with her. Pointing it freely but not robbing, buying things and some how passing by metal detectors. I wonder what she is thinking...

Does she ever use it?