This instrument is a good start. It seems complex here but you can flip one switch and hum on it or whatever sound even walking around and just writing or draw or meditate and listen to surrounding noises even randomly putting down household objects and seeing how they correspond. Starting out, If I had the chance, I would've skipped the guitar and gone for this. They can be bought for about the same prices as a guitar for etsy like $60 and 300 on the higher end so just a starter/home base or a guitar like someone would be like woah, either way I would woah. I have a 60 dollar guitar I bought on ebay and I think its impressive still. It is pink.

If you blur an image it becomes easier to draw. It is hard to draw realistic drawings and not know how to draw– If you blur the image, and you do not have to aim for the straight lines you can figure out how to go from 50% blurry, to 30% to 15% to 5 then go the full unblurred HD image

If you can think about the color though, like being your own person and not what its attributed to mean or be, you can wear it and not have to give yourself to being someone else when wearing it. (OR even what you wouldn't do)