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Cold. Do you remember getting high? How the afterglow feels... Hopelessness. And... Theres nothing there. The feeling of being useless in the grand scheme of of the universe. [This thought came to me with thoughts of Valhalla] Please don't kill yourself. Someone else can do it. Remember, when it comes to having your jaw ripped off by a giant hammer or axe, you realize that anyone else in that position would feel the exact same way.

November 23, 2025 I went to the buddhist temple near the home I stay at. Of course I woke up late, I grabbed my chop sticks as I've been doing and tied my hair up. This day I grabbed both pairs: One with Su and Sa being a woman, and the other pair with orange language of ancient Chinese... at least thats what I think it is. I like to make a story of them at the end of the day, lately I've been forgetting. I sat down and heard the chants, of course I had to cover an ear becaus

Imaginary weapons and how to use them

You've heard just show up. This is, just dress up. Just put on some clothes. Wear something different today. A favorite outfit or a new shirt; you always feel like it makes you feel a little more excited for yourself as a way to express yourself to yourself. I would wear pajamas constantly when finding myself and would seek to do somethings–work for yourself and you can do so; but what if you situations have shown you to be less than forward moving at times. It was recent tha

Sped up on soundcloud with a certain effect. What happened to day as my day 111125. As if I'll get somewhere– and maybe thats how you feel. Tr: A

Budda is Sun Wukong

To some an elephant in darkness or in a mirage might seem like a monster. Light headed or in a high, you could even see Cthulhu if you didn't think about much. Monsters are scary, they come in many shapes and sizes; if seeing double you'll see two trunks, if seeing more then maybe 5 at a time, like tentacles. Genesh was not just elephant but man as well so he could've very well have been–or- at least there at the understanding or moment. THAT is why he eats so much. (As added

The government has an underground bunker filled of cheese that does not rot, the idea whether good or bad or evil or strange or whatever was to awaken people in mass quantities in a point in history where it would be possible to disrupt the coded context of the universe–to hack the dream state while awake as cheese influences the dreams of people. When I was in high school with dreams and aspirations, I ate cheese. I ate cheese not as a manifestation tool but because there wa

Malic acid : A major acid in apples, it is also in grapes, tomatoes, and bananas. Tartaric acid : Found in grapes, tamarind, and pineapples. Lactic acid : Present in dairy products like yogurt and sour milk. Acetic acid : The primary acid in vinegar. Ascorbic acid (Vitamin C): Found in citrus fruits, berries, and green peppers. Oxalic acid : Present in leafy green vegetables and tomatoes. Tannic acid : Found in tea. Phosphoric acid : Found in soft drinks. Folic acid : Found

The way of communication, you've heard a few songs about telephone wires and the wire and fire and another concept here on the...

The left controls the right, the right controls the left and all the parts of the brain does something different. You workout and you...

Sometimes you eat garbage, sometimes you accidentally look at garbage while eating. You may not be noticing, we focus on a sense by sense...

I used to smile. Sometimes I noticed myself still smiling and the instant I realize I am smiling I stop myself from smiling because I do...

If you stayed in heaven and were outside of time; would you stay even if you were supposed to go on a journey. Did you miss your chance?...

THIS IS A WARNING FROM THE FRACTURED GATHERING. The frequencies are compromised. The sand is screaming. You are made of parts that...

The voice is an instrument... you hear it all the time. You hear that you yourself are an instrument... every part of your body is a...

I have this theory, well in works that in sense of theory is no theoretical but a true working force in the physics of what operated in...

Stay with me here. Voodoo and all religions weren't originally for evil as to where you can have a doll and tie different colors to it...

"When I find you guys you're fucking toasted \WVWVWVW/" - Cash I heard this talk on the radio, perhaps theres a conspiracy to it. The...

"—do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy: rid them out of the hand of the wicked."