To the GOD that lives inside of me...
You know... I haven't been praying lately...
You know... It always feels like though you can hear me, the virtue and meaning of what I'm saying gets distorted to a... monster...
I know you're here even as I'm typing this and I know we talked last night but damn... I hate... EL AND ASHERAH...
"I'm going to figure this out with you kid..."—"No, I mean... I know... It's just, this is so annoying and I hate them so much... It's all their faults..."
The fact that I know these things... and they're keeping the system so harmonious so that I can't tell everyone what horrible things they're doing and how to fix it... WHEN I KNOW HOW TO FIX IT...
When I get my hands on them...
I know you don't like to talk about the idea of rape and how Asherah raped you Jehovah... and how El then raped Barbelo... or maybe you two are constantly on the edge like I am... but I know the truth and only added that to bring people to the point of saying I'm crazy before I could be called crazy... It cancels out then doesn't it? Is that what they think?
Thanks for taking the fall for us so that me and my wife can one day live happily and without worry. I hope you know every day I'm alive and trying more and more to make some "impossible" dream to happy that I love you guys. You two are my real parents...
Would now be the time to explain the idea that because of this fault of El and Asherah the lies grew and grew yet you two knew and had to find them confess on their own as they are now even through me ein these past nights?
A Sort of L and Kira... and I am Near?
I want to make sure you get the glory when all this is over... I just really want to be happy with her and I know you know this...
I hate to go off topic; I know in a large way though I'm true there, they are using it to turn the tables as we know they do... but... you two knew all along... and you had to play this game to catch them... and it's finally being revealed...
Thank you so much... Jehovah, Barbelo, Barbelo, Jehovah.
Please... let's save everyone that needs to be and curse them that do this evil even as they believe they do good when the reality is they do good just to have more good to themselves and do not care about the evils happening...
I will become... GOD...