All my real nigga's eat spaghetti through their butts.

All my real nigga jerk off children

Children often play video games and say "I just raped that guy!" When 360 no scoping in call of duty.

If I talk like a ignorant is bliss child now... am I seen as stupid for the instance of matter or smarter because I realize the message I am giving through my nonsense.

When girls say "Suck my dick."

And how do you say McDonalds in german? wir suchen dich... Yeah... yeah!

It's all making sense now isn't it!?

It... it actually means "We're looking for you..." but a kid would look at this sign at say...

"That's how you say McDonalds."

There was a time twitter was filled with these things called a "twitter nigga"

I was trying to be one of these for the longest time because that seemed to be the way people got famous back in high-school.

How embarrassing that I used to be a child and missed out on being a child.

This is me... all in my glory though the account has been deleted for sometime, you can probably find more of my mistakes here.

I share this with you because I'm hoping you'll be better than I was or as will see me... have myself be as immature as I was and balanced enough into maturity, that maybe someone will understand something that I've been wanting to say for a long time.

Even if it's not fully me anymore...

I wanted to be liked.

I wanted someone to care about me.

I wanted someone to see me not as someone to pity, but someone that is cool to hangout with.

I would that it still someone to hear me before being someone but it seems my life is to be a lonely one no matter how much I can see a place... in my head I never want to–

That... that's enough of that... back to the topic.

And thats how it was.

You grow up on TV and watching how the other kids are, noticing how uncool they are with or without the tragedies, dramatic, or trauma in your life–people will do anything to fit in if they percieve themselves as not fitting in or fitting in too well.

Sorry. Crazy MUNKEY SEX ONLY.

Stim.

FORESKIN FORESKIN FORESKIN. SKIM. I mean... Stim... I mean, my foreskin... Stim...

Stereotypical accents to also racism no boarder and acting differently in front of everyone just to balance out how you act when group a and group b and c and d and e all get together and you need to force yourself into a box.

Because–how are you supposed to behave when you can't even be honest with yourself?

I guess I wasn't thinking about that.

I was just thinking how one day I wanted to be someone so I could be happy and get away from my troubles not even wanting or knowing how to dealing with what had happened to me younger.

All my real niggas jerk off horses.

Ha... and that's just how a kid talks sometimes...

If we could hear it for ourselves... maybe we would've known how to catch more people being hurt around the world noticing that these things being said through us is an echolocation of what frequency rings in a dark basement somewhere.

Remember... you don't go be embarrased on me now.

I'm embarrassed.

No matter how smart or handsome (devilishly of course), brave, witty or straight up stupid and confident. I am embarrassed.

Don't think for a moment even when I'm doing things and smiling I'm having a good time because I no longer wish to be happy.

I am embarrased and I will never take a step in my life I am not embarrased.

So for my sake and if not that for your sake.

Don't YOU dare be embarrassed.