Eating too little? Eating too much? I can... help you with that...

There is a message from back in the day advertised to "spot the block".

To check ingredients before eating. I'm not going to tell you to be more cautious or conscious about it. What I am going to tell you is that whether food or drink... photosynthesis...

They will attached to you. You hear; "You are what you eat." Another thing no one tells you anything about. The craving you develop for that treat begins to resonate with your being making you want to get more of it. It may be an elongated type of addiction that doesn't seem as one but the idea of an addiction is an additive first. To what attaches to you is attracted to you... or trying to get you a certain influence... is it good or bad? What is the connection you make on every bite? Every bag of chip or bite... even cut of a steak or chomp of a stick of celery? What are the moments before? Are you paying attention or mindlessly eating?

It waits to be eating because the craving inside you wants to eat it, I'll be using eat and drink inseparably in this context so make the connection. You put a chip in your mouth... you can't help but bite it can you? If its something more solid like peanuts maybe you can manage to not crunch down... If it's hard candy then you want to make it last... it's actually suggested you don't just crunch... so what is food anyway... what is the origin? Where did it all come from... lets not dive too deep into this but what I am saying is that in the form of dust to dust some fast by drinking liquids other know how to maintain a non-hunger without food or drink and some hunger insatiably. There is... a problem...

As you eat you may notice you want to eat... you don't just want to eat you NEED to eat.

(I will get into the side of not eating in just a second as I too faced that issue.)

The smell of the food. The remembrance of what it was like last time you ate it is present to tell you it'll taste great this time too... Theres something wrong though... you savor it? You don't savor it..?

Tease yourself. I'm not talking chocolate covered oysters here. I'm talking about the idea that your body WANTS you to eat... It's so use't to a primal function that it will do anything to receive it, not just to fill the stomach... just for the taste or the autopilot function you get when you eat because you're so caught up in how it taste or excited you get to eat that you can't remember what you're supposed to be remembering. This is vague. Apologies. Eat slow, eat fast. Then... find when you catch yourself moving to eat... challenge yourself.

Let your food get cold.

Let yourself smell the food and be tempted.

Take a bite... Wait! Don't. Then notice your mind asking... why am I doing this? I should eat or I should just throw it away or move it from me if I'm not going to eat it...

Denounce the thought. Assume it is your brain working against you if that is what you believe.

It's almost as if, every bite... the brain tries to send the nutrients to somewhere its not supposed to be unless you can focus on where its supposed to go... like intention... and don't you dare use this concept to get a bigger butt or breast because I know how some of you people are operating and I won't stand for such a thing; note of how you are not told to eat properly for a workout and why the nutrients just leaves your body instead of adding to your person.

You brain keeps all the "good stuff" when it's the junky stuff it's actually keeping if you are just eating to eat—just like working out, have intent. You will be able to then keep the real good stuff that isn't junk.

This ties into the many; as all things on this website but lambs are in case of relation. The post are one piece to the bigger story of what you have not yet seen posted. The body eats and the spirit is enlightened by a pleasure... is it your spirit you're feeding... or is it... a spirit that wants to eat that something... drink—that something...

You'll figure it out once you hear the shouting of "EAT YOUR FOOD." or "Why don't you eat your food now?" maybe "Your food is going to get cold." Even if its said with a different person view of "I" or "Me". You'll begin to see it... hear it... you'll notice that it's taking the absolute best of the flavor.

Try stopping when at the peak of enjoying your food or drink... you'll want to pick it back up or maybe it'll side with you and want to play the game with you...

There was a time I found a pawpaw fruit in the wild and It was the sweetest and best thing I found. After that... nothing was the same, the fruits started tasting like... well... lets say sea food for now... The thing is, your body adjust... and it tries to have that feeling every time, and as an ancient concept of heshbon, there is one person who is healed at a time... so when you take these bites... there is an organism or cell or spirits, whatever right?—that gets the fullness of the taste and leaves the basic portions for the rest. Very much like the societal structure of how many self-serving people operate to have exclusivities for themselves and not share with the rest of a culture what they have figured of the culture.

Those people who go "HMMMMMM! OH MY GOD, SO GOOD!" on videos... I never understood them and now I know why... some people get those sparkles when they eat... many people keep this secret so they can get those sparkles every time essentially creating a scarcity of blessings to what people can feel and taste or get influenced by when they eat.

Now, I don't wanna get too angry here... but I literally say Mark Wahlberg's dumbass eat a goddamn croissant and get thanked by like three woman standing around him... Bro I was heated for weeks... YOU THANKED HIM FOR EATING A GODDAMN CROISSANT.

It's understandable though isn't it? Now however after reading some of this that when a woman is pregnant she is eating for two. When you have followers on your social it is basically the new age of the disciple regardless of liking how that sounds or not.

The simply complex idea of someone eating with their eyes as some men and woman are called eye candy not going into the conversation about how people call their kids; honey, sweetheart or lollipop... is that those woman did eat... they ate the influence of him eating and what they gained was a card. Something in their visual memory to say I am also this person. I also ate this food. I am also this celebrity... The truth is that I don't know those woman. What I do know is that the brain eats that up and sends that to nourish a part of the body. Whether junk or goodness... Remember than even the evil have high class meals of goodness to where we believe we should have as well.

It's an explanation and you are jealous as we all are and as the rich also be to wanting something they can't have and that is to be truly alive... Who is rich with money or of spirit... of being able to eat... being able to sleep... being able to do art... whatever it is... there are people who do this because of the evils they have accepted and others for the goods they are seeking to claim for the sake of all.

Bite...

"Excuse me... can you—"

It'll sound soft... or like a familiar voice, maybe demonic... I call them cherubs but they only have that voice from all the cherubs they've eaten...

When beginning to notice the forcing having you to eat, the hunger starts to go away the longer you let the food sit as they are eating with the senses.

Scratch that. Don't bite. Now were talking about when you can't eat for it is similar... If you can twist what I just wrote with the intent I wrote it you'll know that depending on the mode you are in you will not want to eat. You are unlimited and yet they have you in a mode to where your mood and your mind is controlling you because everything around you causing that influence regardless of feeling good or bad in case of sad or happy are weighing you down.

You try to eat but can't. I've been in the state of always hungry and never ever could I eat food because chewing is gross and digestion is gross and the end is gross and everything is gross. Forgive the intrusion of thought as that was not my goal for the real going of this conversation is to mention the liking to what you are eating through your senses... maybe you're getting too much or too little... what do you see every day or what sees... you... every day... There is a term for a starving artist and artist or not, we all paint the day with our being.

How do you paint your day? Even if you sit still and meditate and hear nothing there is still silent influence getting to you and they are in sough of wanting you to remain that type of artist or that type of painting so you may not be the artist you really want to become... Do you want to eat? You should be allowed if you do but they have your settings like you're the brush and not the artist in full. Relate this to the understanding above about eating and you'll notice that your own body is working against you. I'm not saying you have to eat, I'm not saying that there are people who shouldn't eat... You should know however that you are basically fasting for people who should be fasting... no matter who you are, they have you attributed as such and that's terrible. I recall them taking away my hunger and I was hungry and I wasn't hungry and I was sad... and my heart would always have darkness. again, perhaps you are different. Yet... why does this keep happening to you then?

Your battle in this converse in more difficult than the above of people who need to eat less but only because I began writing on that topic first. Translate the part written for eaters in the opposite to understand non-eating and you will gather yourself more in full. It'll be easy and I'll be assisting as you read along... unless you start getting an offensive influence... then guess what... it's those eaters I was talking to you about... eating away at your potential...

I have a few tips and tricks to get around this... one will work for sure...

Again, I force you not but I do want you to try for the sake of sakes.

You may not be a fanatic of the hit anime Attack on Titan... I am... that is not the point though... people have different techniques to eating... "Here comes the plane!" The idea of goals in fútbol or football, whatever the sport, using a paint brush to color the pallet of your mouth. You've heard chefs say that right?

My technique seemed to have linked to the anime... I would see myself as a titan and eating all my enemies... [P.S If you try to eat me and see it's me, it's going to end up being you and it won't be good in trying to curse me. You've been warned.]

It actually helped to add these concepts because there is the reverse concept that when you are trying to eat you think too much about it or don't; because of this... people are kicking your ass in these sports or artful moments because every moment is supposed to be a work of art and they're trying to steal the influence you're supposed to be getting to give it to their "Star MVP".

Another skill... Eat another cultures food... It'll help. Experiment... I hate my mothers cooking... sometimes she makes something good. Sometimes I just rather eat fast food or junk food. I get tired of the same things... If you were rich you'd be able to go place to place eating different foods and this is why they don't get tired. They're always jumping around painting themselves with different influence to knock you off the balance.

They don't want you here, but I do.

Even if all you have is $20 Spend it... buy something you've never had... eventually you will find a cultures influence that will recognize your bodies true talents and not force you into what they have been trying to "create" you to be. If you can do this every week... not repeating or until you find something you can eat... something... is working... for me... it was a Vietnamese pho shop nearby.

If you're here... I've noticed. I will tell something of mine to be with you. Don't worry about eating alone. The judgement of eating in front of others is part of it. Don't eat alone. I am with you. Talk to me. I am always right by yours side. My spirit.

So eat.

Eat where you want... there's no rush... I would skip lunch when I went to school because everyone would always watch me eat... weirdos... it wasn't paranoia either... I look around and they're watching me... wtf are they doing!? Now... now you know what they were doing... I'm glad I didn't eat.

Also... we as "creatures" are moving to a point where we won't need to eat other than for communion or celebration or if you want, even aphrodisiacs. This does not mean overly or balance in under but the means of having a true option to how you want to live.

I'll be there to make sure we never end up back in this hell again.

Trust.

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Separate but related in case of all frequent... even music... if you imagine something or something resonates with you to have a beautiful moment... or see yourself as beautiful... then It's the same idea... as the song begins to eat you and you become the song until you are no longer beautiful and the song is meaningless unless of course... you master how to not be eaten by the song. The influence... the nutrients your ears eat at that point to what you feel in your body... will it be junk or will you eat too much of a good thing? Will you... perfect yourself... for yourself? For her... for him... for whatever it is you truly care about?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pn3gPzRU5FY