Everyone would rather swing than to listen.

I don't want to look people in the eyes and store them in my infinity.

In japan for instance it is disrespect // or even to a wild animal it can be.

Even so, bosses here have us to look into their eyes in America to remember they are in charge.

I want to just say if i don't look you in the eyes and say shit or don't;

I hate the idea of having anything in my eyes I don't want. It burns. I might as well eat with my eyes and... you know hungry eyes? the song and ooo here she cums, those are two songs about men being hungry with the eyes and women getting ready to do as whatever pleases them or whatever because insight to "Hey" because they don't want to offend anyone because no one reads, we just hear the context but, I hear the real story.

Basically I would rather watch myself decompose in a field of carrion and fungi than to look at something I don't find remotely interesting.

This isn't because I'm soft, it isn't because I'm hard.

It is because I have no use for you in my memory.

I have no use for you in my mind.

Have I look at you, know that you mean nothing unless by God for a single moment you mean something and even then it is the moment, you do not exist to me unless you exist to me.

and unadmittedly because no one can process they think like that...

Everyone thinks like that.

The back of the mind which where someone dies is the same thought of wet den I am me, you are you but in my world, I will care for what I care for and do as I will for I find no use in wasting time talking to something that associates itself to an understanding of what I understand.

Because that's just what I am.

What we like to believe.

And what I hope you figure out so that maybe someday

I can look a person in the eyes, even you and say–

"You are also a real person."