I am less than a man. Because–

because of this, this and because that, that happened and because that, i am stained no matter how clean i make myself even if forgetting because i'll remember no matter what... by my own force and not because someone else hangs it over my head.

What makes you see someone of less than a man?

They can tell based on aura and the aura gets corrupted if at youth you are abused.

No matter what.

The nervousness is still there and the impossibility to heal is apparent when unable to fully express yourself and just be able to add a tattoo or change clothes or piercings...

I am seen as less.

Because I was molested. They say no one can tell but you notice...

You notice when you walk about yourself and the people you encounter that isn't the people you want to meet. It's the people you aren't interested in.

Because something see's you as lesser.

It's not the mind, or anything I've observed and know about... It's how this works...

You don't see those girls, you see those girls.

You don't have those opportunites, you get those opportunities...

You get the "this will be good enough."

essentially... you are tainted goods.

You speak, you think, you do things and don't realize...

the world is giving you the bare minimum of what you could receive.

That is why your boyfriend is stupid

and why you need to wear make up to feel approved.

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The little things we don't accept and push off as if it has nothing to do with us.

If you attack about someone's issue. You are the cause of that person's issue unless having that issue as well thus seeking to heal from the issue actually asking for help but if unnoticed... you secretly deal with that issue without knowing how it is connected to your life.

and so there I was, less than a man

because the universe or girls can tell or my aura gives off the vibe of "I'll rape you" because I was molested. Healed... it doesn't matter because it's a lingerance... limerance.

You can say born again but the flesh is there for as long as you live and when you pass away you are still seen as what that flesh endured.

A rapist.

Because I was molested.

Because I was given that negative.

The tables turn and the rapist goes free and me the molested, is now sensed as the rapist because of calling out and knowing how frequency would work to then have blame fall on those who carry their lifeless body through life seeking for a redemption that does not exist.

Your heroes... religiously, family based... video games... everyone has a perspective on them and if all that was misread... superman would even look as the villain as batman had his parents killed... but I read that as if batman was responsible for having his parents killed.

and so there Thor is... the perspective no one saw, such lesser of a god that it had to become a human superhero to stay respected, but that's a different story related to gathering information and research to mythos and gnosis.

If you want to be a man...

You better do something worth remembering... and me, I will never get to be a man because of my flesh.

My spirit cares but will always know, because I can hear the intents of the heart.

To what sounds crazy and the infinite words I can utter,

My aura will always have a negative.

People will see me as weak.

and I'll always have to prove myself to myself.