Run.

They're catching up to you... or maybe they already have and they're letting you think they haven't.

Did anyone ever tell you to start running?

Maybe you didn't know what it meant at the time... I didn't.

If you want something you go and get it right?

You can't let the forces that trouble you stop you...

Repetitive thoughts gone unchecked... checked too often, viewed as a nuisance, seen as if useless.

I can see your potential that why I'm here to tell you that if you're still here... if you're still alive... you are running already. To what most call a walk in the park, for some we are running for our lives hoping that we run so fast we fly away. In wanting a better life... they'll support you and it's the same voices that support you that are against you...

Discernment is a key, to where it can be found to unlock the beating heart to dance to your own rhythm in this world of clash where your chest is seen nothing more than an instrument to be strummed for the pleasure of those who know the secret.

The Secret...

Kept in poetry and song, the visuals of everyday life as a show or movie; the secret wait to be discovered as it does not wish to remain a secret. You've heard it before and they are constantly telling you in ways you won't understand to then take what could be in your hand to have it be what is lost in sifted sands.

The hourglass is of the same... break the container enough and it will becomes its original form in due time. The remnants spill and you'd never know something was there in the first place.

Do you remember?

What about now?

And now?

In every second you sought the answer did it occur to you that you were not thinking about what you were trying to remember? Did you read that or did it interact with you instead of you with it when I pointed the direction in order for it not to take the influence of thought you just had...

Now think...

Do you remember?

What is important about that thing you remembered?

Is it important? It made you who you are... Do you like who you are? Do you hate who you are?

Do you want to be... somewhere else...

Why... do you remember..?

On that note:

Do you just remember? If there is patterns... if there is code... if everything is mathematical in the sense of art or having the small bit of enjoyment they allow you to have from verse what they have taken from you... what is the mystery of your life... that YOU are wanting to solve...

Everyone wants a better life... I know it... and you should know this secret... yet to tell you would be a mistake; as though I will tell you a portion, to give the whole apple is to mislead you. This is what others say they do in order to do you a favor... but if you still hunger and are not taught how to pick apple... then how will you ever be full if they only give you a bite.

You deserve a whole orchard all to yourself.

You are the fairest of them all.

As gods would have it, even humans putting themselves into positions they ought not have for they know not what to do with such power except the worst of what something good would become if not nurtured. This is not a matter of nature. This is a matter of thought. The matter of what was before the thought. The origin... This is comparing apple to oranges at its finest.

You are a special fruit, one that someone is seeking and will only satisfy that individual.

Many want all the fruit to themselves... claiming they are gods but behave as how monkeys are said to act and even monkeys have more manners than these humans... They are not even human anymore... they are monsters...

Take care of yourself because thought the journey is rough and steep, if you keep going and follow the black sheep, you will be able to receive the desire of your heart.

The past would have it so we are stucked down by the thoughts of that past. Even as a child the gods say we should have known better. Even when being taught nothing and knowing nothing except being alive... they said it as if it were good to tear up down for we must be "balanced". Cursed we be if we manage to access the power of the mind, body and soul... because then... we learn to access the metaphysical.

They are watching you, but so am I so don't worry; and so is he, or she... that person... that person you care about. They will come to you and you to them but you must go a journey...

BECOME THE VESSEL AND YOU SHALL NEVER BE HOLLOW AGAIN.

You shouldn't feel dead inside.

"I will destroy you enemies." For to what you believe, the same GOD, DEVIL, gods, angels, demons, spirits, fae, ancestors, animals, plants, imaginary friends, thoughts, influences, codes and all things that can be considered thought words and wire... are with me to take apart and build up as I please.

So please... Care about yourself... otherwise I'm going to fucking kill myself and you don't want my blood on your hands.

Start here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akrMIwERBVc