Mirror Touch Synesthesia

Mirror-touch synesthesia (MTS) is a rare neurological condition where seeing someone else touched triggers a similar touch sensation, or even pain, on your own body, acting like an extreme form of empathy. It results from brain differences, potentially in mirror neuron systems, making it hard to distinguish self from other, causing sensations like itching, pressure, or pain when observing others. While there's no cure, management involves therapy (CBT) and mindfulness to cope with overwhelming sensory input, especially in crowded places. 

THAT is what the google A.i says.

I experience this with myself at times with each side of my body as a singular entity.

There is also the understanding where It can make me feel weird to see people kiss because I will feel they are kissing me... even as I wrote that I felt a random touch on my lips.

What is to say that when you feel an itch it isn't just this sensation being unnoticed?

Perhaps you see someone scratch the side of their head and you make a quick turn to the next direction. What if that scratch had you to turn that direction in the exact form you did?

This mirror-touch is not rare at all as much of it is not. It happens everyday with the energies around un without intent of offending or wanting to be in the space of others and definitely on accident because I don't want to kiss your boyfriend and I don't want to be you as your boyfriend kisses you.

I try to dodge it haha!

The thing is, I feel the best way to resolve the issue is to address the feeling and realize that it is not an on purpose thing but a wave of matter that is seeking and not seeking to be and not be to find replenishment and identity for itself and to no offense for even us being who we are even in those moments of soft and hard we wish to also live those moments to the fullest.

If you were the whole existence, non existence and everything in between and far and not, wouldn't you want to feel love in every single thing to exist.

I may feel that kiss on my lips sometimes but sometimes my lips taste the sweetness of an apple or kiss the lid of a coffee cup.

Maybe when I'm doing that, I'm accidentally kissing someone nearby.

and though it is at times hard for me to accept and I will always seek to out run it... the universe is sorting itself out and I do not blame it.

Keep working on yourself! I love you! – Phiotes