The feeling of being cold and useless

Cold.

Do you remember getting high?

How the afterglow feels...

Hopelessness.

And...

Theres nothing there.

The feeling of being useless in the grand scheme of of the universe.

[This thought came to me with thoughts of Valhalla]

Please don't kill yourself.

Someone else can do it.

Remember, when it comes to having your jaw ripped off by a giant hammer or axe, you realize that anyone else in that position would feel the exact same way.