There is no where

You can't just go to a ren fair and play an instrument. You can't just buy a giant turkey leg and eat hoping someone will buy you a drink & eat with you. You can't go to a record store and find a pretty girl that will 100% love you for you and you can do anything you want You cant go to a bookstore to meet the love of your life you can't ask a stranger if the seat is taken... How am i tryin to say this... You can't, you CANNOT, just meet people. You're not allowed, you're not able to go out and meet them like you would want because you MUST do the Hello and awkward good byes, you cant slay a dragon unless you know everyones backgrounds but if anything, you would talk to the strange boy playing the instrument or the fairy girl no one talks too because it was specially for you but then you waste your one chance and have to be the.. boy somewhere else starring off at the sea because– you missed another chance to meet someone and make friends because making friends sucks and no one is honest and no one can conversate and everyone is bad at hellos and goodbyes. The world is not built for people to conversate nor make friends, nor anything more than small talk unless you can afford to eat money, it isn't made to slay dragons... this world is made so if you see something cool you take a picture of it or hate yourself for not doing so because no matter what, an actually conversation is too difficult, we are not crafted or honed to speak a language that every human speaks [Wether the language, english, spanish, Japanese or else where ever you are, everyone speaks a slang tonalitcal version of what they are saying and we hear it as what we grew to understand about sounds instead of what is said at times.] because– we all want to be treated differently based off who we wanted to be and weren't and want to be now but can't and what has happened to us in the past. So remember that next time you see someone, Because I refuse to talk to you as well. I am going to play my instrument in the corner and yell in my head as much as I can at the saulness in my heart that everyone has a good time and I don't know how these people met or if they are actually having a good time but they sure seem like they are. And I don't want to talk. I cant. or I can't and I don't or I don't... I can't. I... actually would rather not of fear being you won't be as honest as I. Instead, you would await for me to be honest and then follow the lead, say you lead and claim realness. Questions, questions, questions... unrelated opinion that has to do with you that you haven't seen within yourself. Etc, more I see... There is nowhere.