What is a preference? The extremes of what we deny about our youth.

I laughed at my title saying if it is a black man writing on the idea of the next phrase paragraph then he is seen as a hero to defend other black men, if I am mexican then it is more-so the idea that I am a rapist hiding that I rape, and if I am a white person that wrote it, I am defending black people but secretly I am just in it to defend myself. [High level joke.]

I was examining the idea of rape to birth and being named at birth being brought into the world without choice and how you are force assigned an governmental number. I see pretty girls, met some; you may know some men with the same idea of fetish maybe even preferrence, there has always been an argument on conversation about preffence to fetish.

(No, I did no misspeal those.)

When you start out the daemons or air even parents so forth will look down at you from stars and say "You're name is _______" and from there being named Crystal will somehow make you a stripper. You know what I mean here it is a nature that is no nature and a nurture that is not real as like to rape is not love even if you think it is when you are young.

Some girls girls will get a blacked tattoo and that stuff is great no lie,

bleached is also very nice to look at, you can't front.

The idea here is that at some point in your life, regardless of anything you said, for instance; me here, I will example; I like how asian girls look.

Is it because I am certain I cannot get one unless I achieve a great feat; OR is it because I fell in love with one that didn't acknowage me back?

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{Excuse the deterrence on the wording ^ there for I know how worse is worse, perhaps to perspective and which be perception that is if I am talking like a snooty rich person and relate back to preference or... how p words can also sound like f words. Pho or Foe. Phor... uh... for...)

There are many instances of what I can say about this that i will add on in a moment recalling my dashes.

The point is, eventually I no longer saw blonde girls as the most beautiful thing to exist... I was no longer in kindergarten.

Fourth grade perhaps to where I would see her and say "This will be mine."

THE TURNING POINT. THE NMOMENT. (Nm) is exactly what I am talking about.

What is it that makes a man or woman say at this moment even though I do not say– I now have a preferance for this particular color or culture or food. SO– at some point if it stays your prefference for that long... it is no longer a preference... it is a fetish. but because you wear the fetish so well (even to there it sounds of offense-) It is determined by everyone even yourself that it is a preference even if you feel no lust factor and you are just existing in a way because the hiddeness of it is still there. it is as undiscovered and unsolved mystery that you could not accept even the idea that preference or not if soul mate or even 3 soul mates or your soul mate split into 100 people that in that you couldn't love your soulmate(s) fully thus not even yourself because some of them are different from your preference which again, if it was a prefence you could but because it is an undiscovered unwanting to say, fetish even as strong as that word sounds; you could maybe love 50 of them... maybe 30... but if not all of them... you are missing out on yourself.

Is this really even about black and white or is this about how you won't give indian food a shot to be eaten? Because that shit is also brown and it is delicious. ------ The carrion idea of daemon to stars and air is to be that you are decided before this life because of linage or even predictment of what your body will look like or how pathetic or decent a thing you are because to a concept or energy you are the thing.

you are the concept and energy while it is the person.

I like this pretty thing but it would never talk to me. I swear I'm not mexican. I sure am not its prefference though but I say this to make you all feel better. hopefully I get to torture people in the after life because heaven for me would be something extravagent and not less. I don't have time to explain, read what I have written already in the Ether.

If I touch this thing that'd be cool but damn lesbianonous

It is not even glancing my direction. Good for me that I just want this life to end.

P.S just incase they are watching; I don't actually know these girls so maybe they are not as what I say, it is here strictly for example of helping ones mind who has not seen something like this before or connected the dots.

Feel free to prove wrong, let me know.

[Also, I believe the one on the right; the tattoo is fake. It sure works for the talk of understanding though.]

I also am a fan of pretty women so I have an fetish to the hit 1990 movie–