I'm going to jail eventually and all I can do is speak my story.
- Lamb Cult
- Feb 1
- 2 min read
I could even say this is a story to benefit not prophet,
Do people hear me when I speak?
Who believes my report?
Is there someone who can cut through and
decipher the code?
If it is me do you listen?
am I not if you only perceive what you think
or a curse unaware in the state of humanity?
Something that had nothing to do with me but
I face for reason of being born?
I was born.
That is my sin.
My trespasses are sin and they are the trespasses of
the world before I came into the world.
I carry not their sins but their trespasses...
I will be seen as everything...
schizophrenic
bi-polar,
paranoid,
rapist,
pedophile
beastophile,
incestial,
racist,
sexist,
violent,
drug addict.
–and everything I want to fix because of what I've been through.
What I've noticed others have been through...
In history... the unfortunacy of existing...
to what rhymes with ancestral and what skits can be in a movie.
the things I understand and the things I hope others know to know
I as well as them was once young with a mind of living a life of just having
fun just kicking around a ball or playing in dirt.
The social number you get assigned to you when you are born...
The influence you get from a spank on the bottom
The doctor delivering...
The trash parents...
The growing up and noticing how you don't fit in.
You notice the mind taking in the information...
Processing like a computer...
Can you beat yourself?
Am I crazy because the experiences?
or...
am I crazy because I make sense?
I am crazy.... because...
I am not made sense of when begging someone to listen
instead of judging...
because judgement is a sin I also share...
What sin do you carry that you hear that you may not even be aware because of it seeming weird when really it's a scream of the ether saying it needs your help?
Sin...
The burden, you carry... is not a burden... if... you cannot bare someone else's cross...
Can you... carry this weight?
Put your stone down.


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